urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:birdframebirdframebirdframebirdframe2009-03-18T02:18:01Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:birdframe:1091 Zucchini Cakes a l'anorexie!2009-03-18T02:18:01Z2009-03-18T02:18:01ZThis is Zucchini Cakes a l'anorexie!<br />1.5 cups grated zucchini: 72 cals-when cooked<br />2 sticks of green onions chopped: like 15?<br />2 tbsp Parmesan cheese: eck 50 cals (but necessary...)<br />1 tbsp light mayo: 35-50 cals (depends on the brand)<br />tsp paprika:0<br />1/2 tsp salt:0<br />1 egg white:16<br />tbsp chopped roast garlic: 0<br />1 tsp* whole grain dijon mustard: (0-10 depending on your brand) <br />'lil nutmeg:0<br />lil' pepper:0<br />1/4 cup of raw bran: 35 (if i eat alot of fibre I feel like it doesn't count as much....weird)<br /><br />** i usually use alot more garlic and mustard cause I love the extra kick.<br /><br />Try to drain the zucchini of as much liquid as possible... mix it all together, and form it into 6 cakes. <br />Put it in your pre-heated to 350* oven, on a non-stick pan (or use a little spray if you wanna risk the extra 4-10 cals!)<br />20 mins on the first side, 20 minutes on the other and <br />BAM! A whole 'meal' for only 223 cals.... or be like me.... Eat two a day at work so people won't rag on you. They're small, but they look surprisingly like junk food and actually, they taste great. <br /><br /><br />As you can see I'm neurotic, and can only eat things that I know I can burn off in two hours just sitting and breathing.<br /><br />Anyway this is what i ate today!urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:birdframe:946Calorie Blues.2009-03-17T05:29:38Z2009-03-17T05:29:38ZDown a pound today. <br />I was so ready for fasting, and then boom: Everyone foiled me. <br />I ate half the bagel my boss bought me + fucking cream cheese<br />and half a bowl of oatmeal my bf made me eat on the phone <br />Now I have 317 calories under my belt, and I didn't even want it.<br />I could have made zuchinni cakes. Seven of them at only 176 calories <br />for all of them. Now, that would have helped me enjoy the act of eating alot more.<br />Now that I've been force fed. I hate it even more.<br />I hope I still loose. <br />Want to get down to 105 lbs by the end of March.<br /> I've wanted to hit that goal for almost a year now. <br />Fuck that's depressing. One year, and the closest I've gotten was 108<br />and stayed there. Always struggling to maintain. Never even getting the chance to loose.<br />This is the battle of living with your BF.urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:birdframe:633I'm a freak.2009-03-16T03:43:00Z2009-03-16T03:43:00ZI don't know what's wrong with me, but I watch the <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">food </span> network when bored, and surf recipes.com. <br />Seriously, an anorexic that spends her time thinking up recipes and reading about <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">food. <span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br />I'm insane....<br />Does anyone else do this?</span></span><br /><br />